I'm sorry if you got lost in here..
Those buttons tend to lie.


(I'd watch out for that stupid rodent too... looks like he's using you)


The air up here is different, because it's not mine or even yours.
My brain is a separate entity entirely,
Like Peter Pan's shadow.
Dancing away from me,
A rat through the dark sewers inside


(Hide yourself away towards the sidebar. If nobody sees you, maybe he can't too)


Sometimes I'm chasing him
Other times I think I might be running away

Oftentimes it seems like both

And sometimes the him


becomes a her


and then the her



becomes a loud hum hum



hummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm








it reverberates through my ear drums
and rattles every passing thought


chews through them like wires
spewing sparks of wasted electricity


I've tried to feed him just a little
If I give in he'll stop.


So here go old standbys of Kraft singles at home
But now he's just fat and bloated
my wasted potential

A corpse of hot air passed out beneath my forehead
Buried alive but still bounding
back at forth between my ears

drumming

drumming

drumming

I worry that it's just me, this thing I fear.